There is something, I see in you. It might kill me, I want it to be true -

There is something, I see in you. It might kill me, I want it to be true -

Rylary

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	[Aug. 10th, 2009\|08:44 pm]
im so much better without you. So its been a really long time since i've actually talked about my life and I just thought that today's events were completely shareable (: I love waking up on my bed at like 10 am every morning, thinking about nothing in life, doing nothing at all but just listening to my ipod. Sadly I don't do this at all. Most of the time I'm out of the house even before the sun rises, I sorta live in darkness and it saddens me. And on the weekends, I'm up early buzzing off to where ever I have to go, I've got practically no time for myself at all. But today was different, I loved it and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I took my own time to do whatever I wanted and really soaked up every bit of free time I had. I really enjoyed myself today (: My mum, sister and I were watching Miss USA on TV today and The Veronicas performed. I was excited of course, I hate them but still, there's still a part of me that is a fan (shh dont tell anyone (: ). So i told my mum that they are twins. She said no way!! That's not possible because they do not look llike one another at all. And im like mum, they really are twins, seriously. So i showed her the older pictures of them, and she said yeah they do look sorta alike but she points to Lisa and says Lisa is prettier than Jess, Jess looked too mature for her liking. And i was like WOW even in Jess' glory days, the days when I was so in love with her I was convinced I was going to marry her, my own mum says that Lisa is prettier lol, epic fail on my part. Then i told my mum that I wanted to marry Jess, who now has blonde hair, she literrally gave me the WTF face. And i said what?? It was in the past, now not so much anymore cause Jess is fugged and really horrifying. She sorta gave a sigh of relief. It was hilarious hahaha!!! And i baked today too (: The last time that happened, a lizard ate my cookies and i didnt even take any pictures. This time i made sure i did hahaha. So here goes, my black forest cookies (: this is a preview
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