| Am i really like that? |
[May. 7th, 2008|10:43 pm] |
Something has been happening over the past few months maybe even a year. Things have been changing, relationships have turned sour and many other various things have happened. There is one thing that pisses me off so much tho and that is that people tend to always, really most of the time, associate me with something just because i like something that might somehow be related to something else and either make me do something for them or say bad things about me because of that. Ok if you're confused here's an example.
I was watching this documentary in church the other day about various young kids and stuff. So this girl was trashing Lindsay Lohan and Britney Spears about how messed up they are and yeah i completely agree that they both are. However i still support Britney and stuff and still wish her all the best in her life, that being said i completely hate Lindsay because i just do since the day she STOLE Hilary's fugly boyfriend from her or whatever. But i've always been a Hilary fan and i am a true believer that if you like one, you cannot like the other. In this case i obviously like Hilary so i don't like Lindsay. Another classic example is that if you like Christina, you don't really like Britney either and its vice versa. If you're in between then you're just not a fan or both or whatever but thats not the point. So when the name LINDSAY LOHAN was mentioned like ALL the arrows started to point at me and like EVERYONE was using that example against me and i was like ok urm hello? i hate Lindsay? At least if they said that i like Britney i wouldnt be as defensive. Or maybe you know The Veronicas for crying out loud? But LINDSAY seriously. And it just really pissed me off because i dont like her at all.
So its this whole association thing that pisses me off. You really cant judge someone based on an association with something that doesnt even link at all or could? I mean thats not really fair or just. And i just give up because no matter what i say or do, the whole association thing is going to come right smacking at my face again. People just dont get it. Or maybe its just THAT group of people i really dont know and dont care anymore. ARGHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!! |
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| Revenge, a good thing no? |
[May. 7th, 2008|12:05 pm] |
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"Revenge is sweeter than you ever were" |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|08:04 pm] |
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| | Paramore - That's What You Get | ] |
Being able to just walk really makes my day. I felt so alive, relieved, satisfied and self-aware after taking a nice walk out about in the sun.
Of course my lovely companion was with me while i was doing this, otherwise i probably wouldnt haha. It made me think a lot, well not about things that i want to think about but just about things like "wow this place looks so different in the day i wonder what people do here" kinda things and not about my future or any of those things that i've been stressing about since i graduated. It was very peaceful and serene i must add.
I was also able to enjoy and appreciate all the songs more than i usually do. And with the wind blowing, wow it was just so refreshing (:
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in other news, i recently got "retrenched" because they couldnt afford to keep me. its quite sad i must add but my mum gets mad at me for using the word "retrenched" because its not what it is she says. But i mean if you let someone go not because of conduct or misdeeds or bad behaviour, but because you some how cant really afford to pay them, isnt that retrenching? well that being said im just not working anymore. Quite sad really because i was planning to go to Queensland in June to visit all my friends there. So i guess that dream is not going to happen anymore. Argh, annoying. But ya oh wells i dont hold any grudges, i hated it there anyways and i was glad i could just get away from it! it gives me more time to walk around now LOL |
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| Aussieland (: Part 1 |
[Apr. 28th, 2008|01:59 pm] |
Greetings everyone back in the sunny and really humid Singapore. I am trying my best to not turn on the air con lest i not get adjusted but its so tempting right now i might just do it after this post (:
So i had heaps of fun, shopped, ate, played tennis, went fishing and yes im not going to give you every single detail. You might just get too bored so i shall spare all of you from the misery!
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| The End Is Near |
[Apr. 26th, 2008|08:09 pm] |
After a nice 2 week break from the world and from everything, theres something in me thats not satisfied yet. Something that feels i dont belong where i am going. Something that tells me that i should stay put at where i am at. I really dont want this to end at all. I was told that people back home miss me but surprisingly nothing in me jumped or said i miss them back? The honest truth is i probably didnt at all. I was glad that i was away actually. Wait extremely elated even. Well yeah of course there are people that i miss like those that i dont get to talk to online? Namely, Priya, Steph, Candice and yeah a couple more and of course Ammar, but the thing is that i still see him online so its not that bad? yes i miss his funniness and he never fails to amuse me. But really i was really glad to get away from everyone back at home. I miss my family a little not that much tho maybe because im surrounded by them as well. Well after all this, i just really want to stay here. I really dont wanna go back. i know its selfish and everything but it feels really like home here. Im so used to the culture and just the way of living its just something that im so at home with. meeh oh well. See yall soon i guess (: |
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| Too funny |
[Apr. 23rd, 2008|10:06 am] |
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ok i took this from ONTD it was too funny for me not to share because its just hilarious. This is a quote from yahoo.com about the 10 most annoying singers and they described Celine Dion as this and i completely agree with it because its just too too funny! " I know there are millions of people who would beg to disagree, but let's get real, people. She sings 15 notes where one would suffice and turns every song into an anthem for self-empowerment. It's like getting an hour of Oprah condensed into four minutes. She sings. It's time to start the lawnmower." LOL hahahahaha really true tho. It does make people feel good about themselves some how LOL my heart will go on? no? you be the judge |
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| Writer's Block: More, More, More |
[Apr. 17th, 2008|05:24 pm] |
i think i would like to actually spend more time talking to and hanging out with my friends because i dont think i spend enough time with them at all |
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| Weird Turn of Events |
[Apr. 1st, 2008|02:40 pm] |
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| | Hilary Duff - The Getaway | ] |
So i went to talk to my teacher today, Mr. Pok. I really have to thank him for actually sitting down with me and telling stuff about various unis and giving advice and everything. Last but not least also for giving me a PWC WHEEEE thanks lol i managed to ask why i actually got it too because i was in utter shock when i got it. Yes if you'd like to know the full details feel free to ask. I'll gladly explain everything. But right now only happy thoughts fill my mind as i enjoy my last day at home slacking. Its been really great just sitting on my couch, wait lying, and reading books, drinking sparkling water, listening to music and just really slacking. Walking up only to drink water, type in email replies, type in msn replies and answering my phone calls on my phone and house phone. Its been pure joy and im just really well rested mainly and i really cannot wait to go to Australia! That's going to be really exciting! I miss steph and priya a lot and i cant wait till we meet up again (: --- in other news. OMFG ANDYFREAKINGRODDICKTHEFASTESTSERVERINTHEWHOLEOFTENNISHISTORY, who's only my favourite male tennis player in the world, who's 2nd in my favourite tennis player list behind Henin got engaged to a girl he only met a year ago. Yes im happy for him even tho i think its really sudden marrying someone he only knew a year ago, mind you they only started dating a year ago as well, but i guess if you're in love you do crazy things. but Whooo congrats Andy (: play well at the sony ericsson open k! I want you and Henin to win since my other favourites are already out its just the 2 of you left! Good luck! Oh and Justine is going to play against the amazon woman AHHAHAHA i cant wait im nervous and yet excited whooo! |
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| Being Self-Sufficient (: |
[Mar. 30th, 2008|11:43 pm] |
Since im going to move out of the house sooner or later, i thought i'd start learning to cook stuff that i like to eat so that i can obtain 2 objectives. 1. to make sure that i can feed myself when i live on my own, 2. to cook stuff for my family/friends to eat. Soo i tried cooking stir friend beef with ginger and spring onion. It smelled really good and it looked ok, you can be the judge of that because pictures are posted below, but i think i over cooked it to a certain extent. The taste was there but it was just too hard. My mum said it was quite nice lol and i said honestly please don't lie cause its really pointless, but she told me it was really fine, even my maid said it was quite nice just that it was just a bit too hard thats all so im going to try and cook it again this time hoping that i don't over cook it (:
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| Too Hilarious |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|01:21 pm] |
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| | Revenge Is Sweeter (Than You Ever Were) - The Veronicas | ] |
So i was just talking to rachel, trying to catch up with her lest she blogs about something that i don't know about. You know cause she does UPDATE her blog and everything and I don't wanna to be mentioned for something that i don't do like ask her about church, school, her friends whether she's coping fine with tutorials and everything. And so far when i read what she writes, i go oh yeah i knew that, yes she told me that already oh yeap i knew that too (; Wheeee so im ahead YAYness lol. Oh btw, the rachel that im talking about is my friend who just went to New Zealand to study whooooo
So anyways i was just talking to her again. This is how it went:
Ryan: Have you eaten dinner yet?
Rachel: Eating now
Rachel: ahahaha
Ryan: Oh GOSH
Ryan: I haven't even eaten breakfast yet!! LOL
Rachel: HAHAHAHA
Rachel: What!
Ryan: You're almost completing 3 meals and i havent even had 1!!!!!
Ryan: hahahahaha
Goodness its really too funny already haah time difference is really a joke (: whoooooooooo. |
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